I wish that I’d never met a lot of the people that I’ve met 
not because I don’t like them but because I only let them down 
and when you disappoint everyone all the time
it’s hard not to want to die 

constantly I feel this weird and shameful feeling 
like I’m being watched by a thousand glowing, vengeful eyes 
behind one way mirrors in public bathrooms and in metro cars 
and everywhere I go I know I’m not welcome

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